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[11/24/06] |
I have decided to keep track of what I've read and when I've finnished them. This is just to amuse myself. There's no purpose behind this.
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[11/24/06] |
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~They rolled in the grass and kissed and kissed and kissed until a boy on a bike threw the newspaper up the walk and scared them apart.~ from The Second Summer of the Sisterhood, by Ann Brashares
I'm home loves. =)
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[09/02/06] |
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~Why is the rum always gone?~ Captain Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean, Dead Man's Chest.
I got my test results back. 2As (Math and Biology) and a B (Chemistry of course. Chemistry! You are the bane of my existence) but my average is a borderline A. That's pretty good I guess. Not good enough...but I'll keep working on it. I've decided that if I do well for my AS exams, I'll buy myself contact lenses, since my mom thinks I should pay for them myself and all.
Till next time then,
Dea-chan with all her love. ♥
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[08/16/06] |
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~When a man and a woman are in love, they have sex. Then nine months later-~ Sophia Lopez, Nip/Tuck
Uncla Radha is gonna take me window shopping tomorrow for an mp3 player. I've got my heart set on a Creative Zen Neeon 2 though, but I don't think the 4GB model is available yet...and that's the one I want. But then again, since we're not actually buying it yet, it should still be a possibility right? Besides, Uncle Guna (who lives in Singapore) offered to see if he could get it cheaper. He'll be coming for a visit in a few weeks. Whee~ Dea-chan is feeling happy.
And I've been on an icon-hunting galore. Noticed the new Schuldig? ♥ The amount of icons I have here right now is almost disgraceful. Especially since I probably wont be using 70% of it. Need more Shigure loving.
Speaking of which. When did so many Furuba scanlations come out??? The last time I checked they we're stuck at chapter 110. 110! For MONTHS. Suddenly there's until 131. This is a good thing. (Sort of. I just realised later that there're a few missing chapters in between) More Shi-chan~ ♥ And Akito wont let go of my heart strings. I ship Sigure x Akito! Though honestly, I don't think Akito makes a very pretty girl. Furuba manga is ♥
Yvonne-chan came over yesterday. We watched Ouran 15-17 and Bleach 86-88. Then...there was a videotaped pillow fight...order McDs ice-cream. Oh, and she made me lunch. Fetuccini Carbonara. Something else happened that I wanted to mention...er...oh. I tried the 'Which Bleach Captain are you most like?" quiz and got Yamada Genryuusai. T.T I'm so old~~~~~ Unhappyness. And I cheated on the "Which fma character will you most likely marry?" quiz to get Envy. Except I had to cheat twice, didn't cheat well enough the first time. Hey, it's a good thing that I'm a lousy cheater. Proof that any good test result I get (as well as the bad ones) we're purely by me.
omg, it's only Wednesday and I'm already bored at home. Why isn't anyone ever on msn messenger?? Skip school la people.
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| Exams week is finally over, and I get a week of rest |
[08/14/06] |
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~I'm not really knowledgeable in this area but, to make corn snacks taste like melon, since they're not actual melon, wouldn't it just feel weird when eating these?~ Ootori Kyouya, Ouran Kouko Host Club.
I had exams last week. Biology, Chemistry and Mathematics. We had classes during the day, and the exams were conducted at night, eight-thirty ish. I usually have my dinner around that time and since I couldn't eat and do my exams simultaneously, I ate around ten-thirty, which is after my exams. Not only has my biological clock gone haywire, now my eating time is off as well. T.T
Bio went alright, I think I did pretty well. Math was pretty good too, which is quite surprising, cos I tend to do very badly in the mini tests we have every week. (With all honesty, I've never scored more than sixty percent in those, and failed two out out of four) Chemistry was....horrible. I couldn't answer two thirds of the questions. I didn't even have a vague idea of what they were talking about. It was almost like sitting for the Monbukagakushou Exams all over again. I was @.@ the whole time. What am I gonna do~~?? I can't fail! They'll take away the scholarship. T.T Dead dead die.
On a slightly happier note, I've got a week of rest and relaxation now. ♥ Home sweet home. Good food, good rest, good people, good friends. Unfortunately, my holiday is a little out of sync with other people's holiday. School hols will only start when mine ends. KTT = Evil.
Saturday I went out with Yvonne to OU. My parents are becoming more lenient now. I actually didn't have to lie about the trip. Elaine Saf and Shiean were supposed to join us but stuff came up. Went to Yvonne's new house. Whoa~~ So pretty. I'm a little jealous. Her parents bed is the grandest thing ever. And I bought the prettiest handphone key-chain thing in all of handphone key-chain land. Black lace is love. We watched Dragon Tiger Gate. Yvonne guessed who'd be my favourite character. Nyaa~ she knows me so well. Turbo = cute. And that girl whose name I can't remember, the one who got the tattoo. I think her story was so sad. Cried (quietly) when she died. Asian movies = ♥.
I'm supposed to cut down on the length of my entries so I'll end here.
♥♥ Dea-chan
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[06/09/06] |
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~What a funny kid...he reminds me of Cielo~ Argilla, Digital Devil Saga: Avatar something something 2.
This quoting thing is so much fun. I know you people probably wont get most of them but I get them and they're hilarious to me, so think of it as an investment for laughter in my future if I decide to reread my posts or something.
I know it's been ages since my last update, and I'll spare you the lame excuses as to why. Just my apologies.
Quick review of things that happened in the past two weeks.
Oh, and Neon-senpai, have you read SNAFU: The world according to Schuldig? Cause it's funny beyond all reason. Still waiting for Mami-san to post an update.
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[05/24/06] |
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~Don't talk to him! He's from the marines! The MARINES!!~ Monkey D. Luffy, One Piece Manga
I dreamt a number of things last night.
- I was Eduardo Riviera from Extreme Ghostbusters. Some girl I apparently liked just died. There were a few of us who liked her, all stuck in this room in this building that looked like my house, but the interior was all wrong. And we really wanted to save her. So being the soppy romantic and desperate guy that I tend to be in my dreams, I offered to go out and get it. ('IT' here is crucial in saving this...dead...girl, but I don't know if it was an item or a guy or if it was an action (ie. killing the villian) so just play along. It's a dream, there's no such thing as logic in the land of poppies.) Going out to get 'it' means bending the metal bars on the windows (one of the other guys who liked her did this for me. Eduardo's too skinny to manage something like that) and jumping off the roof...witout getting caught. This was accomplished with a lot of screaming (the dudes were teasing me for screaming like a girl. I wonder how I managed not to get caught.) And I vaguely remember my dad being the villian. Anything else that happened in the dream was too discontinuous and blurry to recall.
After waking up from that and falling asleep again, I had another dream
- There was this ugly fat woman in a white wedding dress, who was about to get married (hence the wedding dress) to this kinda cute guy. I think Saf would have liked him. He's not my general idea of a cute guy. (he's european looking for one thing) but yeah, still quite good looking. He wasn't very thrilled about getting married to this loud, obnoxious, fat and ugly woman though, and she was only doing it for the money...or the fame...or something, I can't remember now, but she didn't love him. So he decided to go rock climbing to de-stress himself. And I followed him. I wonder why....I don't think I existed in the dream until that very moment. So I went rock climbing with him and we chatted. There were ten steps to the top, and by the time I got to the ninth, something occured to me. He'd already finnished and was standing at the top looking down at me.
Dea: Hey, umm...am I wearing the strappy string thing? (cos I couldn't see to make sure myself)
Him: What strappy string thing?
Dea: The one that's supposed to protect me from falling....
Him: No.
Dea: Why not?
Him: Cos junior/inexperienced climbers don't need to wear that.
Dea: WHAT?? Then, what if I fall????
Him: Oh...do you want me to get one for you?
Dea: YES!
So he went off to get it for me...and there I was dangling HIGH up, without no safety nothing, and I thought I was gonna fall, so I climbed back down, except I missed the lowest footing and fell anyway, about 3 inches...but I landed flat on my back. And I lay there until he came back. I'm not sure why...I think I was severly injured....though it didn't hurt at all. And it was only 3 inches. When he came back, he picked me up and carried me, (the way Disney princes carry the princessess, not piggy back style. And I remember thinking, whoa~ I always wanted to be carried like this) and I was scolding him all the way back to the wedding. (not scolding gile gile, scolding very mildly. I was an oddly gentle person in the dream) There, I had somehow magically recovered, and he danced with me to apologise. Then we ended up married..... And the ugly fat woman was OBVIOUSLY very angry and very jealous, but I developed a sudden burst of telepathy and I heard him think "HAH!" in a very "Yes! I don't have to marry fat and ugly!" way.
This is a totally pointless post, but I felt the need to type it out anyway. Maybe if I record enough of my dreams, they'd actually make sense.
Useless fact of the day: White poppies mean dream. Just thought I'd share the info.
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[05/23/06] |
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~You have soiled my glove! I mean love...you have soiled my love...~ That adorable brother whose name I've forgotten, Casanova
Remember I promised to post on Yvonne's and my spaghetti fiasco? I've finally got around to it. I'm not very sure how to post videos though...so I'm experimenting. Lets pray it works.
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[05/10/06] |
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~If anyone asks, there were fifty of them, and they were...um...rattlesnakes~ Diego, Ice Age 2
I'm ba~ack. There were some problems with my mom's laptop so it was sent for reformatting. I couldn't go online the whole time. The good thing is, I went along with her to the computer shop and managed to ask the computer-dude to make a backup of my download+half finnished downloads. So yay. I've got my animes that haven't been burnt onto a cd yet and the half finnished ones. Whoopie~ the releif.
But.
The bad news is, he didn't make a backup of the torrents. And suddenly when I went back to animesuki to look for them, I realize to my shock and horror, that two of the series that I've been following have been licensed. The torrent files are gone. I have 17 + 6 half complete files now that are no longer around. And these episodes aren't from the end of the series. It's the middle. I've got the first 10 and the last 15 but the middle all tak de~. T.T Maybe I'll watch the missing ones on youtube or something.
I bought my first anime dvd boxset today! Yay! I own FMA! The joy~. I now have the opportunity to watch Envy any time I want. w00t~ I think this is a big milestone for me, cause I'm always so stingy.... But I'm learning to spend my money now. As long as I don't turn into a shopaholic it should be fine. ♥
Finnished reading My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult. (I hope I spelt that right) And I loved it. It's very touching and Jesse just yanks at my heart strings. Although I know the real tragedy had nothing to do with him.... I've got one helluva soft spot for misunderstood bad boys with mental problems. Actually misunderstood anything, most bad boys, and anyone with mental problems = i like.
I'm struck by how 2 dimensional I am. TT
Rating:9/10
I'f you have the time, and the opportunity and you haven't read this yet, I strongly recomend it.
Yvonne-chan sent me the videos and pictures for our speghetti making fiasco. But I'm not in the mood to put them up yet. (as in..I'm lazy) But I will remember to put it up in the near future. Hopefully.
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[04/26/06] |
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Had been taggified by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) wickedlust
Once you are tagged you MUST write a blog about your 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.
hmm...six weird habits. This might be difficult.
er...uh...this is difficult. Aishyo......does it have to be a habit? can it be a fact?
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[04/25/06] |
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Myaaaa~~ It's so pretty. Come see come see!
But I wonder why the community link doesn't work...I'll figure it out later.
COME SEE~~~~
deagami
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| Stupid English speaking world |
[04/24/06] |
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I got the letter from the Monbukagakusho saying I'm supposed to come for their exam this Sunday. So that leaves me with about seven days to study. I've crammed in a shorter time before...shouldn't be tooooooo much of a problem. And besides it's only math and bio and english and chemistry and I can choose to not take the Japanese paper too, but I wanna though I'm certainly not gonna bother to study for it. And I'm not gonna study for English either.
Was what I initially thought.
But there are problems see.
- I've sold all my revision and text books to the paper lama man.
- The bloody papers are gonna be in english.
- I checked the sample papers and their HARD!!
- I haven't studied anything since SPM
So what have I done about it? I went out with my mom to buy a Chemistry and Biology revision book. I was like:
dea: mama, you're actually gonna spend fifty bucks on something I'm gonna use for another week?
mama: if it's gonna make a difference.
Okay...so I now have two new revision books. Nothing for math though...(the paper punye math is like add math standard and we're not allowed to use calculators)...any kind friends who'll lend me their add math revision books?? And I paniced most of the morning away when I realised I didn't understand 80% of the Bio paper. Then I complained to Rai, Shiean and Shin. Rai helped me with some words, we both talked about dying. She said she was gonna die too. I told her she can't, cos she has to live and seek my revenge for me. Then she disappeared to go and concentrate probably so I complained to Shiean. I can't really remember what happened, but it came to a point...wait oh yeah.
I said life is being very mean to me. First I find out Kyouya is engaged. Then theres the fact that Shigure is with Akito. (I totally supported this pairing even before I knew Akito was a woman, and I don't support it less even after. More! cause it's so bittersweet. but you know, this sorta makes Shi-chan off limits) and Joker's dead. STUPID SUICIDAL IDIOT. And you know...not happy stuff....then Shiean said: I love you and and your friends love you too. And I was lagging and I didn't know she'd type a lot more after that so I said: but theiy're all girls!!! and suddenly her messages came fwooosh up and there was gojyo in the midst so I have to apologise to him now.
"Gojyo-chan I know ur a man, dun be angry with me pleaseee~"
So anyway after much complaining and panicking I decided it was time to study, cept shin came online and I was like SHIIIINNN~~~ I NEED UR LOOOVE and Shiean was like Shower dea with your love, make her drown in your love or something like that...tho it sounds kinda wrong now, this was all said in a just friends way okay? So whatever, I don't think she even knows why I needed the love (as a fuel of motivation cos all I felt like doing was panic) but she went ahead and used lots of emoticons (that cute pink rabbit thing that pops up with the word love underneath) and Shiean gave me lots of hearts then I left and crammed chapter 7 of chemistry into my head. Then I took a nap, ate food, read a bit more, napped, checked my downloads, napped, read a bit more, napped and now I'm online typing this.
The thing about me is, I deal with stress by running away from the problem. So the more worried I am about this exam, the less Im gonna study. Whee~ T.T
I die. I die I die and I had sooo wanted this scholarship. Die lar wei. Today I managed to cover Chapters one, two and seven of form four. The first two chapters are the lousy why you studying this chapters...thats how much I studied. I die die die die.
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[04/20/06] |
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Bellow is the conversation between me and Snowless. Honestly, its so mengader, but when I read it again, I had such a good laugh over it.
And so and so on. But reading the thing really makes me wanna Laugh all over again. See the strangeness that happens when dea is bored.
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[04/19/06] |
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[04/14/06] |
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BwAAhahahahahahahahahahaha. Bwahahaha. Bwaaahahahahahahahaah<---- just finnished watching Ouran. OMG, my sides hurt. That was sooo~ funny. I've got tears in my eyes. At first I thought Tamaki was like Ayame reincarnated, but later I decided that if Ayame decided to create an anime, Ouran would have probably been the result.
I couldn't edit my previous entry because I needed a whole different emoticon for this.
THANK YOU SO MUCH NEON SENPAI!! Although indirectly, my downloading of the anime was because of you!!
p/s: I think I've fallen for Kyouya already (was that his name? I haven't quite caught the names yet), but I have a feeling that by the end of the next episode, I'd have fallen for all of them. Why didn't I know about this show sooner?? *insert a bagazillion hearts here*
*is off to watch it again*
edit:
Which kind of Anime Jerk are You?
Dithering Idiot - This jerk acts like the slightest commitment to love is a cliff edge. He's affectionate to his intended, more so than a friend and more often than not, unless his intended is dense as a brick wall, the other already knows of his intentions. They usually have a MU(mutual understanding) relationship except there are many misunderstandings in it since the other is baffled by all the dithering. Cure for this type: several good pushes and prodding.
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My honest reaction to seeing the picture was a loud, shrill, short Kya!
OMG, he looks like a teacher! Like a very HOT teacher. ooohhh~ I feel some fantasies coming. *runs around happy* now I wanna go back to schoooolll~ Hey look! Another evil megane I'm head over heels over.
P/S: LOL, I guess the dude who's dense as a brick wall happens to be tsuzuki huh?
P/P/S: (or is it P/S/S??) If my smile gets any wider, its gonna meet at the back of my head!. Ah~ What a happy day. <3<3
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[04/14/06] |
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I started playing chess again. <3 I miss the game. The first two games I played with Han, I lost. This would probably be because
- I haven't played in a really long time
- Han is still in the Sri Aman's chess club and plays every other week
- I'm just stupid
Frankly I think it's because of the third option, but I shouldb't degrade myself so often. I do it bad enough everyday when I'm trying to do sudoku. By the fifth minute I'm saying stuff like "that's it! It can't be denied. I'm an idiot. It's official. Dea is stupid" and han will be answering (in the automatic voice from having had the same conversation countless times) "no you're not. You just need to look a little hearder. You just started. It's memang hard" while playing the playstation or watching CSI. She's only paying like 20% of her attention to me. If I said stuff like "Ding dong the witch is dead" in the middle of "I'm stupid. I have no brains" I bet she'll continue her reply like nothing. XD
btw, I'm in love with the Kingdom Hearts 2 Opening song "Passion" soooo nice~ *heart* (I wonder what the alt code is for the heart thing...siapa tau?Kasi tau sama saya please?) And when I went online to search for the lyrics, I found out that if you played the Simple and Clean song backwards, there's a subliminal message!!! Not the "arise and murder ur family for the devil is rising amongst us" sort though. A more harmless sort, and I was fiddling with the Windows Media player to see if I could make it go backwards, but I can't figure out how...I just got it to play really really really slow..... Does anybody know how???
Neon-senpai's post made me wanna watch Ouran High School Host Club (adoi, panjangnye nama) so I just finnished downloading the first episode fansubs. Gonna go watch *heartheart*
Driving class yesterday made me miss America's Next Top Model. I hope that Keenyah girl got kicked out. Can't stand her.
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[04/13/06] |
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Loooookk! I pakai rich text this time! and I hope the html works...
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[04/12/06] |
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Whoa, watched Grey's Anatomy for the first time today. OMG, I like it. I wanna watch more often. <3 Expecially since House is on repeat, and my memory is good enough that I remember 80% of every episode and 75% of the dialogue....why didn't that happen when I'm studying history?...it's not as enjoyable anymore. Grey's Anatomy is my new favourite series. ^^
Second driving class today. I have a lot of trouble with the slope thing. I keep missing the yellow line. Tak cukuplah terlebihlah. >.< And you know you need to excersize when after you've done a three point turn, you're exhausted and your arms are on fire. I knew I was weak, but that was a major shock. Mr. Instructor offered to lend me his smartshop excersize mechine. XDDD Three point turns take 10 minutes, starting the car takes 5 minutes. It's official, dea is the worlds SLOWEST driver.
I'm a geek and I'm proud of it. =^.^=
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| Severe Fictional Character Addiction |
[04/10/06] |
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Lol, that was what Dhivia my new personal psychiatrist diagnosed me with today.
See, last night I dreamt I was Ally McBeal, the night before I dreamt I was Scrooge McDuck, two nights before that, I dreamt I was Gambit, racing against Cyclops in an underwater maze but I lost, and something happened and I ended up having to give Mystique (technically, she's like my mother in-law cos she's the mom of my girlfriend. I insist! Whatever happens!! GAMBIT AND ROGUE FOREVER!) a piggy back ride. I mean like wth is wrong with my brain?? And like a week ago I dreamt I was Angelina Jolie.
ROFL! Ira just called Irfan badak. LOLOLOLOLOL! She doesn't call people stupid. Instead she calls people payung and I can't remember what she used to call han, but it was some sort of Veggie...oh yeah KangKung. And now Badak!
I haven't updated in like wooow but thats because LJ and MSN are being mean to me. *insert string of curses here* So, quick update:
JPA scholarhip interview: very glad that'sover.
First driving class: It was raining and I've got problems with getting the car to start moving...the engine always mati so I'm extra careful with letting the clutch go and pressing the gas pedal when in first gear, so getting the car to start moving takes like five minutes. Thank god my instructor is so nice. P/s: he used to be in the army, and he speaks Tamil Punjabi Malay Hindustan (is that what its called) fluently, and a smittering of Chinese, German and enough of English (he can speak English fine but, u know, not grammatically correct). ITS SOO COOL!!!
I started playing Kingdom Hearts 2, and I love it but I can't really remember the story from the first game so I'm thinking about replaying the first one first to get the story, but that brings to the point that I haven't finnish playing Digital Devil Saga yet nor Chaos Legion nor Phantom Brave nor Final Fantasy X-2 and a whole lot of other games so I'm keeping my hands away from the Kingdom Hearts series until I finnish my second cycle of Digital Devil Saga and Digital Devil Saga 2.
I can't really think of anything else to say now. So I'm gonna go bathe. <3
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